And then one day the phone rang. And as soon as I heard
President Sederholm's voice I knew exactly why he was calling... I
wasn't surprised at all when he said he was taking away my trainer. He
told me that he knew it would be really hard for Sister Peterson and I,
but that he knew we could do it. And that more importantly the Lord
knew we could do it. Then Sister Peterson told him that we had seen this
coming, and that we already knew. And President Sederholm said that he
had been praying that we would know. That he had been praying for
the Lord to let us know so that we could feel peace and comfort with
the whole thing and not be afraid. That's when I realized more than ever
that the Lord really is in the details of my life. And I realized that
those feelings that I'd had weren't just crazy ideas, but rather they
were impressions sent from the Lord. In answer to my mission presidents
prayer.
So on Wednesday
morning my trainer is leaving me. I'll be honest, I am terrified!! You
are supposed to have a trainer for TWELVE weeks, not three! This is
crazy. Sister Peterson has only been here in Denmark one week longer
than me, and so basically we're going to be training ourselves. I wont
be able to ask Sister Hays how to say a word or a phrase I don't know, or
how to pronounce something right. Wont be able to glance over at her to
have her jump in and take over a conversation with somebody on the
street. Wont be able to have her translate things when I'm totally lost
and confused.... But even though this is the scariest thing in the whole
world and its going to be really really hard, I feel so much peace. If
the Lord trusts me to do this, I trust Him to help me. So "I will go and
do the things which the Lord hath commanded, for I know that the Lord
giveth no commandment unto the children of men save he shall prepare a
way for them that they may accomplish the thing which he hath commandeth
them."
I love my calling. I love my name tag. I love
the challenges and the hard times just as much as I love the laughs and
the adventures. I love being a missionary more than I've ever loved
anything in my life. I love my mission.
Thank you so much for all of your prayers.
Its
P day and we are going to Tivoli!! So I'm peacing out from my email
early today to go ride some really old roller coasters and maybe even
eat a pastry. Have a wonderful week!
XOXO
creepy statue we found made out of a tree trunk
one of our bike trails
beautiful Denmark